半調子

dear is angry about job for me.
She says I want to have a vaction and get a job.
But sometimes I can't get both.
so I can't do well one same time.
She want me make a choose.
too diffcult!

dear說最近的我
很半調子!
兩邊都想要
兩邊都做不好
哎!先好好休息吧~
是不是戀愛了~就會被笨呀?